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Monday, November 30, 2009

break from this treacherous work we call study

ello'


i'm taking a break from studying tonight.


day off tomorrow; then exams on wednesday!



on the weekend i wrote the most emotional song; it took me months to finally bring myself to acceptance of the fact being.


it's a very sad song. i'm not sure if I should share it with you, but i think i still will.


as she stood there, waiting for the train to arrive,
as she stood there, barely tell she was alive.
as she stood there, nobody looked her way,
as she stood there, with such a blank expression on her face.


as she stood there, she saw a couple walking hand in hand,
as she stood there, she wondered if she'd ever be in love again,
as she stood there, she wondered why she bothered anymore,
as she stood there, every part of her heart was sore.


as she stood there, she thought of calling her friends,
as she stood there, she knew they'd only press reject,
as she stood there, alone in a lonely world,
as she stood there, alone, like a lonely girl.


and she thought hey, why should i put up with this? 
every single day, it's just more and more pain,
and she thought hey, why should i lose you to a lie?
Coz I'm not ready for goodbye.


as she sat there, staring down at his name,
as she sat there, having just copped in all the blame,
as she sat there, she finally pressed call,
as she sat there, the tears started to fall,


as she sat there, listening to the sound of his voice,
as she sat there, she knew she didn't have a choice,
as she sat there, she hoped her friends would be glad,
as she sat there, even if she wanted him so bad.


as she sat there, clutching the phone in her palm,
as she sat there, she seriously considered harm,
as she sat there, listening to music that made her cry,
as she sat there, she thought of the people she wanted to die.




and she thought hey, why should i put up with this? 
every single day, it's just more and more pain,
and she thought hey, why should i lose you to a lie?
oooh.


and she thought hey, why should i put up with this? 
every single day, it's just more and more pain,
and she thought hey, why should i lose you to a lie?
Coz I'm not ready for goodbye.





wow that was hard.





on another note, i'm open to song requests- just give me a topic and i'll write it for you.
trust me, i love doing it !


anyway. going to go swimming.


from a tearful state,


xx scarzz 

8 whispers of love:

catherine. said...

fuck you have an amazing talent to make me feel shit. grrrr.


poor shabiny :(


and by the way?
im in love with that song.


ccatherine, xxxx.


YOU SHOULD WRITE A SONG ABOUT MEEE :P

(ily foreverrrrr)

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daphne on a rocketship said...

nice song-u have talent!!!!!!!
thnx for the comment!!!!!!!
i love ur blog!!!!!!!!!

Cat said...

That's a simply devine song Sabine. Sad though. You're good at writing songs. Mine always sound sappy and crap. I may give it another try anyway.
You've inspired me.
Cat xx

Phoebe! said...

That's really beautiful Sabine. Wish I could write like that.
Thankyou so much for sharing it <3
good luck for your exams!!!
xxxxx

shellbell said...

wow, i LOVE that you write songs. i admire you for posting it... you obviously are feeling very deeply. it is amazing that you are able to express it.

enjoy your day off! and good luck on those dreaded exams...

Athena. said...

That was beautiful, lovely one.
Good luck for your exams!
I love love love you,
xx

Loz said...

Aw,
that was lovely.
You're amazing.

what the fuck?

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