Why did I have to be the one?
I'm so lost.
I thought you found me, but fuck, I thought wrong.
Release me from this curse.
I thought you loosened the heavy metal chains around my wrist, but in reality,
you tightened the ones on my ankles.
How can I walk?
Are you my actually the protection I always thought you were?
Why can't I just be fucking brave for once?
ps. i'm redoing my blog; it might look a bit weird for the next couple of days
pps. WELCOME TO ALL MY NEW FOLLOWERS. love each and every one of you!
ppps. (sorry got so much to say!) my operation is over and I'm gonna write about it soon, x)